July Reflection ( 1 Post monthly, creative)

Not surprised that I write this with mixed emotions, July is a big month, it's the celebration of our Independence and my mom's Birthday Month.

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Lots going on in my mind, spiritually I'm focusing forward, taking comfort in His Word and Truth over my life He ordained for me. I lifted up in Him my loves of my life here this side of heaven, And Know He immensely loves them more than me...and because of this I'm comforted in Him to leave the comings and goings of this side of heaven within the only hands that ever uphold anything we understand of existence. I'm not certain why it took me to this very time to embrace fully that "I'm only here in His Will and Purposes for my season here for Him" not in my "control" that's the word I feel so much release from now and forward...I'm worn, heavy, and tirelessly emotional...I'm accepting that I just am this compassionate person because of the journey of life...the parts of me only Jesus knows I lived and walked, rose up and He gave me refreshed direction, He told me who I was, whose I was and from that point forward, I've clung so tight to Him, I'm whole in Him, I'm complete in Him and any thing I do this side of heaven is and has always been because of His bestowed guidance and hand in my life...lots of pains, unknowns and then He gifted the knowledge of His Word, I'm free in His Amazing Grace, not once did "I" do anything to deserve it...He loved me, He gave His life for mine...let me say, as a mom, that is reality and comfort...I know how much He loves me, I love the child He blessed me to mother and upbring in Him, And I know he loves us even more than we are able to truly comprehend, it's a beautiful peace when you walk into that glory...and I am gracious that for me, each new day of this month has provided for me to seek Him, seek His Love, Seek His Wholly Heart and be embraced, to sit at His feet, to listen, pray, cry, and be held...He is my Constance in this very uneasy time....

May faith, light and love be in your walk all the days you live....

Be in His Light, Live Light and Hold onto His Love.

VERSE OF THE DAY

July 31

Matthew 9:22

22 But Jesus turned him about, and when he saw her, he said,Daughter, be of good comfort; thy faith hath made thee whole. And the woman was made whole from that hour.